An Endless Mind

On the dawn of June.

onthewaythatilive:

What is your goal for the month? :)

-NS

I want to submit the final draft of my PhD thesis. Ya Allah, please help me on this one. I cant wait any longer =/

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Its annoying I know

So Zayd, here is the answer for that question that you asked directly to my email box. That post doesnt really explain why I do it, but thats it, and thats all it is. I do it most of the times without even realizing it. Lame I know =/

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Truth

if you’ve ever had a crush on me god bless your poor misguided heart.

AH

when i read those words on the cards today, they just give me a really different feeling now than it was yesterday. i feel rather mellow and sad rather than some excitement.

“Thank you for the happiest moments i’ve ever had”. This one for sure an indirect confirmation that I am going to loose my best friend/partner in crime. I hate this. I really do. I think Im gonna go cry now =/

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I am so not over it just yet

The cards attached with the gift are just too lovely, and they are really cute. I am not normally attached to cute things, but these ones are truly exceptional. The words make me smile non-stop (and super wide). I should probably be tired of smiling too much right now, apparently Im not. I guess Im a bit annoying for talking about the same thing on two consecutive posts, but I dont care, because this is just too nice and lovely :)

P/s. Guess I was using too much “lovely”. What to do, cant help it.

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Im trying to

find the right words to describe what Im feeling right now. But, uhh! I give up. Obviously I cant, except to say Alhamdulillah, and more Alhamdulillah. The gift that I just received today was beyond awesome. Its too lovely, its too personal, and its too “everything” (synonymous to awesome-related words). Okay enough said. Oh well, the most important thing to address here is that I love my best friend so much. May Allah make this special person among the righteous ones, and always shower this person with His endless Love and Mercy. Ameen. How I wish I could have more best-friends just like this one. Ah, my room smells good now, and again I feel lovely :)  

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Yesterday

I accompanied my mom to the salon she loves. She has always been a regular customer and the owner really likes her. She (the owner) is a Christian, so yesterday was quite weird (well in a really good way) that she tried to talk to us about faith and stuff. It wasnt like she try to convince that her religion is more right or whatsoever, she just showed curiosity and told us what she has gained from her own readings about Islam.

When I asked she simply told she never pray to Jesus, only the Father. Oh well. She was asking how Islam in the Middle East seems different from here in Malaysia, then my mom explained a bit about the school of law “Madzhab”. Good job mom :)

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Shame on us

if we’re only musing over what to wear and eat for the day, while our Muslim brothers and sisters out there wondering if they can even survive to see tomorrow. Lets raise our hands in du’a and seek Allah to protect and grant victory to our innocent Muslim brothers and sisters in Syria, who are suffering immensely in the massacres.

maironan@yahoo.com

I used to be a music junkie

since I was in high school. Such an escapism as high school was so not my type. But i realize, started from last year things gradually change as i dont feel so bonded to musics anymore as if we dont have that good chemistry that we once had. But you know what, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillahi rabbil’alameen. Thank you to Allah for soften my heart and return my soul to the Quran. I dont need any lyrics other than the Words of Allah. Alhamdulillah for this amazing inner peace through His Words.

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